Sleep, little baby, I’ll plant you a tree,
Your place in the world, a reminder for me,
A tribute to you, Here on the hill,
Where flowers and butterflies are flurrishing still.
Sleep little butterfly,
your spirit is free,
Your cradle’s a kayak,
your tree, your tree
Will be a mast when you're sailing away to a star
Stop! Please come back! it's too far, too far
Wait, wait, the tree is so small,
No more than a seed, just 19 weeks tall,
But the winter has come, there's no life, no glow,
The leaves are falling, on your name in the snow
Wait, little baby, not yet, not yet
Your cheek is so cold and, the mast is set,
Dream little boy, on a cloud in the sky,
The raindrops will sing you a lullaby.
a beautiful song, about a mistake,
Where your laughter was real and, you were awake.
Where your mommy could hold you and, sing you a song,
Hold on little heart, the road is so long,
11 years lonely and somber and, steep,
Hush little dbutterfly, I'll sing you to sleep.
Sleep little babyboy, here on the hill,
I've missed you forever, I always will.
This was meant to be a space for me to deal with My fears and hopes while expecting our little rainbow baby and, my lingering grief for my little Andreas, born way too soon in 2001. Our little miracle arrived in May 2011 and, for a brief period of time, I was the happiest mother in the world...Until the sky came crashing down yet again, when my 7-month-old was diagnosed with Retinoblastoma, a rare form of eye cancer, which can spread to the: Brain, lungs and bones...
BABY LOSS AND CHILDHOOD CANCERS; SHARING OUR STORY, SUPPORT AND INFORMATION
Wednesday, April 4, 2012
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My mother's heart goes out to you in your profound loss...thank you for sharing your very difficult journey with us.
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